I honestly think I need a therapist...
I have odd panic attacks from time to time because I think the world is ending, and I don't have enough time to live my life.
Every time I have one of these attacks, mom thinks it's just a phase, and I need to pray about it.
And maybe I do, but I also need to talk to someone who I can physically see, and hear. And if I talk to friends, or someone I know, I feel like I'll freak them out with how I feel, or they'll think I'm absolutely psycho.
Ugh, I don't know. I don't like this.
I get freaked out when I hear about natural disasters happening rapidly, and not just in the normal way, but I actually think "Holy shit, these shouldn't be happening back to back. The world is crumbling."
Maybe I am just a loon.
Anyways, point is, I had a minor attack this morning, and they freak me out so bad. I don't know what to do.
Every time I have one of these attacks, mom thinks it's just a phase, and I need to pray about it.
And maybe I do, but I also need to talk to someone who I can physically see, and hear. And if I talk to friends, or someone I know, I feel like I'll freak them out with how I feel, or they'll think I'm absolutely psycho.
Ugh, I don't know. I don't like this.
I get freaked out when I hear about natural disasters happening rapidly, and not just in the normal way, but I actually think "Holy shit, these shouldn't be happening back to back. The world is crumbling."
Maybe I am just a loon.
Anyways, point is, I had a minor attack this morning, and they freak me out so bad. I don't know what to do.
posted by The Girl in the Purple Hat @ 6:42 AM
2 Comments:
At April 29, 2010 at 9:45 PM ,
Anonymous said...
Hey Kaylee (it's Eva) don't worry. I was diagnosed with panic disorder and put on stupid stupid stupid cipralex, an anti-depressant that is hailed for having the least negative side effects as all of them. Nevertheless, a common side effect is weight gain, which happened to me but not really to a noticeable degree, and in almost half of the cases it kills your sex drive. And getting off of it is TERRIBLE. I've been feeling like shit for about a month and when I walk around a regularity experience "electric shock" sensations, really uncomfortable although it's a "common" part of withdrawal. So I think my point is don't let anyone put you on these!!! XD
But talking to someone can definitely help, although I also have a another suggestion too. I have access to a virtual library of interviews with people MANY of them talking about the changes to the earth. There really is nothing to be worried about and it this point in two different cycles it SHOULD be happening.
I really strongly suggest watching this:
http://www.consciousmedianetwork.com/interviews/gbraden2.htm?
Conscious media network used to be completely free but they simply wouldn't have been able to keep the site running anymore. I'm a member but i think you should be able click on "one time free pass" and see the video. Please do it, it'll really help with everything you're concerned about. There are a LOT of amazing videos on there that I know would help you but all in all I think this one is the best. If you'd really like to see more I'd gladly give you my login and password and give you pointers for which ones to see.
And again, if you really feel like you should go talk to someone, go for it, but since I've been through something very similar I can tell you what worked for me =) After looking at all of this I decided to take myself off the drugs and I'm doing just fine. Of course the same thing doesn't work for everyone so do what you think is right. And watch the video!
At May 3, 2010 at 7:28 PM ,
Anonymous said...
I have the same problem... :( *hug*
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