I take it hard, it's hard to take.

Let me just start off by saying no names will be mentioned in this entry, unless it is my own.
This entry should really be called "Angry rantings of an angsty 20 year old bitch."

So, contender number 1, are you reaaddddyyy?
Too bad.
Here goes nothing.

Quit thinking you are so important to the world. Honestly, when I thought it was an act, it was a little funny, but now I find it unbearably annoying.
You are not all that great, and I don't know who in your life made you think you were. But I'd like to find them, and punch them in the face for blowing your ego up to the point of being impossible to pop, or at least let a little air out.
I will applaud the person that actually succeeds at it. Seriously, I will buy them a steak dinner.

Number 2!
Wow, really?
I'm sorry I liked you when I was 16, and felt rejected so I turned to someone else, only to find that you did like me.
BUT I'M NOT 16 ANYMORE, AND NOTHING COULD MAKE ME WANT YOU IN THAT WAY.
Get your head out of your ass, and quit treating me like the plague.
I'm sorry I wronged you 4 years ago, must have really sucked for you to take such an emotional beating. *rolls eyes*
I have been nothing but nice to you, trying to be your friend (and ONLY giving friend vibes...), and you respond by saying I'm in love with you, so you want nothing to do with me.
Mature.
Go fuck yourself.

3, such a lucky number...
But not in your case.
You are a terrible friend.
Seriously.
Absolutely terrible.
I'm sorry I got you a job, and asked everyone to be nice to you there, because you were one of my best friends, and I wanted you to feel welcomed.
You know why I'm sorry for that?
BECAUSE IT BIT ME RIGHT IN MY HUGE ASS.
I'm glad I found out now what a god-awful friend you are now, rather than another 3 years down the road.
Thank you for being quite possibly the most vapid cunt on this planet.
I'm done.


Oh 4, I would love for you to walk out the door.

No, you have not talked to me in times of need.
No, you have no tried to fix this.
No, you do not care about our friendship.
Yes, I am sick of your "woe is me" act.
Yes, I am sick of your pointless lies.
Yes, I also hate your self-importance.


5, are you ready for this?
I'm tired of you playing with everyone's emotions.
Lucky for me, I can see right through you.
Unlucky for some people I know, they can't.
You are a scumbag.
Is it your jealousy that drives you to wreck things that could have been so sweet?
Because that's no excuse
Not everyone loves you, and you know that.
And that's the sad thing. Because when you know they don't like you, you do everything in your books to charm them, not caring what the outcome will be. As long as it's momentarily in your favour.
And the even sadder thing about it is, you don't even care about the person. You just do it for shits and giggles.
You make me want to punch a small infant.


I really hope 2010 isn't an angry year for me...