What's on my mind?

I'll tell you what's on my mind.

I remember listening to a song, loving it, while it broke my heart, because every word that was sung, was exactly how I felt.

Heartbreaking tone, honest, heart-bearing lyrics.

Something I wish I could just tell the person I felt that way about.

I listen to this song, and almost have a nostalgia about how it made me feel. I don't have that feeling anymore. I found something better, someone better. Someone more perfect for me. It's made this song lose the gut-wrenching feeling. In a way, it makes me happy. To listen to the song, knowing that I don't have to wish for it anymore, because I have it.

Also though, when listening to this song, I feel anger.
I feel anger that I let this person get to me. I get angry that I let them into my heart. I feel stupid that I opened myself up to them, only to have it shoot back in my face.
I feel a little bit embarrassed, I suppose.

I suppose what's on my mind is...
It's quite strange that a song could have one affect on you when you first hear it, but turn your life around into a whole new scenario, and it completely changes the way it makes you feel when you listen to it.


All I know is that you're so nice.
You're the nicest thing I've seen.
I wish that we could give it a go.
See if we could be something.

And Brent, I'm so glad I'm your favourite girl.