Okay, okay, okay. There's been way too much angst.

Okay, so my life isn't so great right now, but people have it worse.
I know they do.
And it would be selfish to think that my life is the worst ever, because we all know it's not.

But seriously...
When you get into a car accident, get burnt like at least 5 times, spill hot steamed milk all over yourself, cry in front of strangers, have to beg bums for change, and get into a fight with one of your closest friends all in one week, it makes you reaaaallly want to think selfishly for a little while.

And I definitely have been.

I mean, I don't have it good right now, but I have a home, and I have friends, and I have a family that loves me (even though they get on my last nerve sometimes.)
And so, I don't have it completely terrible, even though sometimes it feels like it, haha.

So, I need to live life with a more positive outlook. Because if I don't, I'm going to start feeling more depressed than I do right now.
And I'm not a depressed person, so I need to stop feeling like I am.
And I need to sleep more.
Boy do I need to sleep more.

But I am going to ask for a little understanding from my friends.
If I'm not the happiest of people on certain days, or I'm tired... I'm sorry.
But maybe it's because I am tired. I work 2 jobs, and I am getting too stressed to sleep properly.
It sucks, but it won't be forever. Just bear with me.

And now onto my troubling thought of the day...
Since I am so poor, how am I to afford Christmas presents for people? Especially those who have bought for me?
Shit.